Family

What is your family value? what does family means to you? Do you ever care abt your family tree? Ever wanted to know who your ancestors are? Are you really who u think u r?

Do i have to be a high flyer to earn respect from my family members? Do i have to be measured by money? Does my heart means nothing to you?

Do you accept your family members for who they are? What do you expect from your family members?

To some people, family is everything to them, coz they get all the support and protection. Family members help them grow, in all aspect.

To certain people, family is a burden. Some is happy with it, but some is struggling. I guess it very much depends on the attitude of family members. If they are genuine, no matter how much the so called 'burden' weight, u will feel it's fine, it's worth the pain. If they are really pain in da arse, frankly, its sometimes really difficult to, as much as we want to love them whole-heartedly...

When family members bring their pain to your life and not letting you go and have your own by influencing you too much in your everyday activity, THIS could be a REAL pain~ Mental influence, subconsciously, always have a greater impact compared to physical pain.

Silence and impactful, one can be destroyed unconsciously. Thought be planted in your heart every moment, without you noticing, should you not spending time with yourself, you will be led to a different lifestyle, playing a different role, being a different person. Ended up, regreting on what you have not done in your life, realizing, finally, in the later stage, when you do not have enough time and energy to make any changes, that WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LIFE?

Although we believe that, no one should ever say never, and nothing is too late, should u have the desire to do so; but under certain circumstances, and the fact that we are not immortal, sometimes we will just have to live with what we have and continue by making that small lil tiny changes we are capable of at that moment of time in our lives.

NOW, this is definitely what i DO NOT what in my life!!! my motto in life is : never regret! coz no one can turn back time, you can never undo what you have done. You cant take back the pain you caused to someone, You can never revive a death soul!

Back to Family issue, we always envy what we do not have. Although our family members could the a pain, but look at those without any family members, without any support in any form, without anyone to turn to at any given time or date... arent we blessed?

No one knows what is happening in the seem-oh-so-perfect family.

Hanging in the middle of nowhere, being shaped into a person whom i m not, the real self trying to come out, it's not a easy path. Definitely, no one's life is easy, and easy life is BORING! :P

I shall work towards what i want, finally. I shall motivate myself and keep myself motivated and shall never ever go back. I shall also learn to be patient. Rome was not built in a day afterall.... :)

Cheers to all da babes with vision and working towards it!